UPDATE 29/09/09

Sorry for being emotional to you these days. Sorry to have you waiting me for so long, and might still have to wait for another year. Sorry for the long distance relationship. Sorry for not caring you that often. Sorry for trying to flirt out. Sorry for drinking alcohol alone. Sorry i love you. Happy 1 year anniversary.

UPDATE 27/09/09

I love you. I want to have a family with you. I want to have a baby with you but not children. I will send our children away as soon as his/her grow their intelligent. Babe is cute but children are just disasters. I can afford marriage anytime because my family said no problem they can sponsor my marriage. It's part of my family tradition. But my pride just don't allow this to be happen to me, because it makes me feel useless for rely upon my family. Sorry i knew I'm selfish for not taking the advantage offer. Sorry for to have you wait for me so long. I'm so emotional these days. I emotionally want to cry, but physically don't want to cry. It's just complicated.

UPDATE 25/09/09

Lester is a pretty girl =D what? Heaven no, I just realized I'm a boy, yes, boy only. Nor man because I'm a virgin, yes, V-I-R-G-I-N? I think it should not be secret to hide, if you are wondering to take advantage from my virgin, just give me a call 0431727839 I don't mind you do anything about it, at least i wish not to give my first experience to the people I love, why? because i don't want try my improper skills to her/him.

I just cant feel happy easily so as sadness. I don't know why but things just go weird sometimes. I hate my life, I hate human, I hate shower everyday. I love the movie of district 9, a very movie regarding racist issues. indeed. I'm only 20yo, and already have had a house, car, credit card, pre-corporate position, certificate in progress. What a wonderful life compared to the others, thank to my dad. Anyway, it isn't something that I looking for. I don't need PR or immigrate to the other country because whats the point of becoming second class citizenship? I should have appreciate for everything that my parents given to me. I don't mind go Singapore because i love the country. at least i still can eat as much durians as i can in the country. And, I love Singaporean girl.

I love JJ, ML, X, HS, YY, YL, LL, SM, WL, YB, A, R, L, K, T, FC & JM etc. Thank for Ciplak+ing my life. LMAO (i seriously don't know what is LMAO, people just don't want to tell me)

a long night at uni.

A lovely year for everyone.

I don't feel happy very often, so as sadness.

what can i do more when turned to 18 years old?

EXAM EXAM

I'm so emo. I don't love her but I don't want to be a hearth-breaker either. I accepted her as my part time gf as she told me that she has been crushed on me like 5 years already.

The longer we hold our tie with each other, the more guiltiness i realize. I don't understand love, not too much mention about my not very handsome appearance either, and surprisingly, she is in love with me.

Maybe its just a puppy love.

I think

BREAKING NEWS!!!

Coming up soon...a very story regarding our good friend, Louis.

(sorry for not updating, quite busy these days, tonnes of work to handle :P) yeah.. a brief summary about this article that I'm going to write is about the very story of Louis, he past away silently without informing anyone of us. Everyone was wondering about him and end up of his shocking unfortunate news. Louis will always be remembered as a pivotal figure in our life and friendship, however small or large. Although we won't be able to see you again Louis, there will always ...be a place for the precious memories and experiences we shared in our heart...


This remembrance video is not good enough, i will make a better one once i finish my exam XD it supposes to be a funny video, i did cut n paste some sex scene with a little bit of funny sound affects, but heaven sack, the stupid Youtube privacy program banned n deleted my first creature by claimed it involved third party copyright.. Double eww tee eff...

Ook, a very story of louis leong, he is a dumb ass. thats all.. haiz.. The longer i delay this post, the less incentive i wanted to write about him. He is just a great friend among us. Dear louis, if in the future you able to click on this blog, we hope to let you know that we love you.

Period

Found this from internet.

I've been experiencing it for years. The first time, I couldn't help myself but panicked if I'd sneezed and found fragments of my brain in the tissue papers. I am afraid I might be dying, until mom had found me washing out a bloody rag and explained that bleeding was just part of being a woman. It shows the sign of woman cave had finally exited inside the body, and it is where the blood comes from every month. - Memoir of Geisha, Arthur Golden

very well explained.