No more I'm enough

No more friendship with you anymore we are done.

DayLight Saving

What is daylight saving? They just thought it makes them gain/substrate their extra hours however it does not make sense.

Technically we can sleep extra hours for only one day after the time been adjusted due to daylight saving but it does not mean we will gain extra times over our life. Although Einstein suggests that it is possible for time traveling. but it doesn't mean that we can travel back/gain extra times by simply adjust our clock. Anyway, the reason it called daylight saving is because they are scientists suggested that - daylight saving helps us save energy and reduce environment impact(sort of thing). Because without daylight saving, the day would went dark early and people who still working will have to use more electricity, for example:switching on their table light to continue their work, which resulted environment impact. Hence, according to the history, there is a hero called Lester who suggests to people that "why dun we adjust our clock to extra hour early so that we can attend and finish our job early, also by the same time, we can save our electricity bill by not switching light on before the dark arrive?"

Hey, if you have found some things unusual in the content, you are right. Of course, Lester is not the founder of daylight saving but the ideas were true. Think about if daylight saving does not exist, people would force to wake up early due to early sun light, on the other hand, people would use more electricity for light during night time. Apparently, there would be more people get drunk and create troubles due to longer night time.

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UPDATED 08/10/2009

Willy has once told me that he really pissed off with his uncle. Because his uncle always criticize him intentionally by saying such thing like this, “ your son, my nephew (Willy), really look like a piece of shit, his attitude worse like shit, study like shit, smell like shit... everything shit”, and afterward, his mom will chill him up by explaining to him that his uncle was not intentionally but trying educates him.

“Oh gosh, what a good uncle”, I replied.

UPDATE 3/10/2009

Babe i miss you =D I want to kiss you

UPDATE 29/09/09

Sorry for being emotional to you these days. Sorry to have you waiting me for so long, and might still have to wait for another year. Sorry for the long distance relationship. Sorry for not caring you that often. Sorry for trying to flirt out. Sorry for drinking alcohol alone. Sorry i love you. Happy 1 year anniversary.

UPDATE 27/09/09

I love you. I want to have a family with you. I want to have a baby with you but not children. I will send our children away as soon as his/her grow their intelligent. Babe is cute but children are just disasters. I can afford marriage anytime because my family said no problem they can sponsor my marriage. It's part of my family tradition. But my pride just don't allow this to be happen to me, because it makes me feel useless for rely upon my family. Sorry i knew I'm selfish for not taking the advantage offer. Sorry for to have you wait for me so long. I'm so emotional these days. I emotionally want to cry, but physically don't want to cry. It's just complicated.

UPDATE 25/09/09

Lester is a pretty girl =D what? Heaven no, I just realized I'm a boy, yes, boy only. Nor man because I'm a virgin, yes, V-I-R-G-I-N? I think it should not be secret to hide, if you are wondering to take advantage from my virgin, just give me a call 0431727839 I don't mind you do anything about it, at least i wish not to give my first experience to the people I love, why? because i don't want try my improper skills to her/him.

I just cant feel happy easily so as sadness. I don't know why but things just go weird sometimes. I hate my life, I hate human, I hate shower everyday. I love the movie of district 9, a very movie regarding racist issues. indeed. I'm only 20yo, and already have had a house, car, credit card, pre-corporate position, certificate in progress. What a wonderful life compared to the others, thank to my dad. Anyway, it isn't something that I looking for. I don't need PR or immigrate to the other country because whats the point of becoming second class citizenship? I should have appreciate for everything that my parents given to me. I don't mind go Singapore because i love the country. at least i still can eat as much durians as i can in the country. And, I love Singaporean girl.

I love JJ, ML, X, HS, YY, YL, LL, SM, WL, YB, A, R, L, K, T, FC & JM etc. Thank for Ciplak+ing my life. LMAO (i seriously don't know what is LMAO, people just don't want to tell me)

a long night at uni.

A lovely year for everyone.

I don't feel happy very often, so as sadness.

what can i do more when turned to 18 years old?

EXAM EXAM

I'm so emo. I don't love her but I don't want to be a hearth-breaker either. I accepted her as my part time gf as she told me that she has been crushed on me like 5 years already.

The longer we hold our tie with each other, the more guiltiness i realize. I don't understand love, not too much mention about my not very handsome appearance either, and surprisingly, she is in love with me.

Maybe its just a puppy love.

I think

BREAKING NEWS!!!

Coming up soon...a very story regarding our good friend, Louis.

(sorry for not updating, quite busy these days, tonnes of work to handle :P) yeah.. a brief summary about this article that I'm going to write is about the very story of Louis, he past away silently without informing anyone of us. Everyone was wondering about him and end up of his shocking unfortunate news. Louis will always be remembered as a pivotal figure in our life and friendship, however small or large. Although we won't be able to see you again Louis, there will always ...be a place for the precious memories and experiences we shared in our heart...


This remembrance video is not good enough, i will make a better one once i finish my exam XD it supposes to be a funny video, i did cut n paste some sex scene with a little bit of funny sound affects, but heaven sack, the stupid Youtube privacy program banned n deleted my first creature by claimed it involved third party copyright.. Double eww tee eff...

Ook, a very story of louis leong, he is a dumb ass. thats all.. haiz.. The longer i delay this post, the less incentive i wanted to write about him. He is just a great friend among us. Dear louis, if in the future you able to click on this blog, we hope to let you know that we love you.

Period

Found this from internet.

I've been experiencing it for years. The first time, I couldn't help myself but panicked if I'd sneezed and found fragments of my brain in the tissue papers. I am afraid I might be dying, until mom had found me washing out a bloody rag and explained that bleeding was just part of being a woman. It shows the sign of woman cave had finally exited inside the body, and it is where the blood comes from every month. - Memoir of Geisha, Arthur Golden

very well explained.

August 31

August 31, the day we cry and hug hug together =P

The first time I felt pride of my life was during my high school. I begin hardly to pronounce a single word of Malay and end up with very outstanding Malay skills and successful journey in high school. Everyone bow to me when I pass through, especially the shyly little lovely junior who always watching me behind the corner, who has later became my girl friend =P.

The second time I felt pride of me was during my basic military training in Perak. It wasn’t compulsory but also not easy to be selected, hence, it is such an honour for me to been selected for the training. Additionally, the reason it wasn’t compulsory because people can simply avoid it by having pregnancy, boy has historically pregnant record so no worry.

During the two month military training, there is a special moment that makes me felt proud to born in this beautiful country. It was during an unforgettable survivor training, me and the group of 5 been chosen and sent to the jungle for few days without proper bed. Then, in the middle of the night that I don’t know what is the time because we are not allow to bring any civilisation equipment such as watch and torchlight. All the sudden, one of the trainee points to the sky, i thought he is going to says about the meteor that had past by few minutes ago, instead, he says:

“Look, imagines your friends and parent, they can sleep peacefully tonight because of you. Thinks of your girl friend too, she might having her lovely BaskinRobins that paid by your credit card T.T they are the reasons you are here.”

My heart has a little bit of shocks when I heard the credit card. Why on earth I would provide credit card to my girl friend? Hmm, I must love her so much.

Anyway, when I look through the lovely sky in the jungle at the middle of the night, the leaf and grass are so green, and, I can also see those shinny little star and moon, so bright and make myself felt like a little useless uncracked yellow peasant peanut inside the peanut butter jam. Anyway, I finally understood why I should love my home country. Even though I hardly see any grass or leaf in the night, but when I touched it, I can felt the green came through my softly peasant finger toward my sensible cells. i feel an electric shock. osh!! It feels like such an ice-cream melting on the top of Jing Jing head. Yet, I love green I love Malaysia. I love my country so much even after I left national service.

During my gap year between high school and university, I throw myself into working environment. They paid me crap, however, I'd learned everything I could, especially the way to fix computer appropriately and the way people make business happen. No doubt, my computer knowledge is brilliant when I was in high school,I have had helped my high school teacher to fix her computer, who has computer science degree . Hence, the working environment is just like a piece of cheese cake for me, which had further upgraded my skills. Well, I don’t really know how to make cheese cake, but I do know how to eat a piece of cheese cake in very luxury way.

Back to the gap year and I would like to talk about our government systems which being word of mouth. I though there should be more room for improvement. Honestly, Our government departments are slow and inefficient. Which later I realise the need for a strong government, the previous one wasn’t good, I can’t mention his name over here due to certain reasons (you should know la if you are Malaysian).

When I was in my university year in Australia, I found so many interesting such as crystal clean beaches and friendly peoples. But later I also found the weakness of their government systems were even terrible than us, "SLOW !!" wth !! "COMPLICATED!!" "cannot bayar duit copi ke?", especially this one, so unacceptable. I have saw one of my female friend’s boy friend been fined with $6000 for several silly little traffic mistake in one day, this ridiculous. Never ever drive car in country without " duit copi ". In our country, our traffic police won’t simply fine people, firstly because they are friendly and secondly because they are lazy to issue the fine report.

As we celebrate the national year again. I remember once my dad used to bring me to Jalan Raya to watch the fireworks, such a beauty and nice memory that cannot be replaced. =D

Here is my little suggestion to improve our country; you GIVE ME 100 millions for no reason and I will spend all the money for shopping and investment. As I learned from macroeconomics, this called transfer payment, which is a very efficiency way to recover our economy =D happy independence day of Malaysia.

Meteor

Meteor, like a massive fire ball that created brightness on the sky as it burned itself when went through the atmosphere. Flashes and gone in sudden.

“What if you having trouble in this country, who can you rely? What if you are broke?” She asked, she is trying to remind me that I have to pay her appreciates. “I still have my credit card from my daddy,” I answered. “NO!! Forget about the credit card, it’s us, we’re the one you can rely to,” she said it in loud. I really didn’t know what to say so I keep quiet and go to school because I’m in hurry.

You make me remind one of my relative who has asked me the same question during the farewell party, she said "who on earth are you going to seek for help if you are in trouble?" I knew she expect me to answer "Mr. A." Surprisingly, I did not, I Said “I will rather die, not by suicide but survive as far as I could; it’s a shame for me to ask help from others,” I feel bad of my pride when you claimed that you have help me allot, it’s hurt my feeling. I did paid my rent.

I don’t want to argue with you anymore, you are so childish, always want to win, asking opinion like forcing me to accept your selection. No point to argue with you, I better save my energy for something else.

I’m just a student, I don’t earn money, please stop demand money from me. I’m not your princess daughter, I’m international student, there are something i can't that your princess daughters could. Sorry princess, I'll leave if I can’t stand her anymore.

August

Once she asked me to get myself a girl friend. I said no. Then she replied me with “how about a boy friend?” I didn’t know what to say so I keep quiet and go back to my work.

Tomorrow will be a good day to meet her in the boat show. I have to say, I didn’t feel anything special towards her. She was too lady, with her big feet and big hands. For me, that wasn’t pretty, or attractive enough. As soon we speak to each other, I found her might be origin from my country toward the slang and language she used. All those “la” and “pa” accents. But she wasn’t looked like any lady from my country. Which was strange, since she told me she was actually KL born but been lived in Italy as soon she graduated from primary school. She invites me for her boat show tomorrow. Anyway, we met each other during the flight from west to east, and I did drank a lot ‘Singapore Slang’ cocktails which provided free of charge from aircrews. I have paid the price to deserve it. She is professional sailors from Italy, and I’m a peasant orang-utan from KL which needed to be re-educate in west. I dare not to mention where my home country is precisely.

Anyway back to the day before tomorrow. I seat in front of the harbor whole day alone, watching the preparation of the boat show. The feeling of loneliness came towards from the cold and dryly air. You might be one of the crew, setting up your boat for presentation tomorrow. How nice and wonderful it is. I started to think of my future. Wonder when I would get enough money to earn those boats. Stop dreaming. I took out my romance novel and continue my unfinished story which called as "20 Fragments of a Ravenous Youth". It is about a peasant girl who searching for a perfect love. She started with a man who was a film director, but as soon she realizes he wasn’t the right man for her, she leaves. Another part of the story was she accepted a foreigner from English, but as soon she discovered how useless he was when she was in trouble, she broke up with him. The story continues goes around with all the different type of men and she has finally realized the first one was the best for her, but it was too late for both to be together. The ending is a bit sad. I learn the story toward how those men treated the girl and make her satisfy to stay longer with her. I have once dream to have a blonde wife in the future.

Yes, I might be a playboy, flirty or drifter who does not own anything yet. I’m useless in this country. I wonder how shiny life I might be if I continue my second part of my life in my home country. Arch, stop thinking about it, I have been given an assignment from god which required me to come here for somethings.

Forever 20

She must has tells something wrong about me to her mother.

Sydney, by appearance, so modern, noble, but when i travel street by street to looking for possible part time job, I find Sydney a second Johor. So mess, dim and dirty. I refuse to find any better thing to compared it with my home country. I learning Australia by making friend first. They can easily start any type of conversation with stranger, without shy or fear, unlike us, because we had always been taught and reminded by school teachers and family that we have to avoid to talk to stranger. "Don't tell them where you live," "don't tell them anything regarding your family," "don't tell them how much money is in your wallet." For sure i will not tell it to anyone if they never ask, or even they asked, I might not telling the true because no point for letting others knowing it. I'm just an ordinary guy from poor family.

Australia, It was the place I going to stay for several year and make better life through Western education. When Amanda remind her eldest sister that she has a fully developed mind, I feel empty in my brain. I have to be re-educate. I feeling useless in this country. I feeling I can die for any kind of situation. No safety in this country, men easily get drunk in the pub!! Not by reading the news of a young international student couples been murdered at waterloo, Sydney" at the first night I in Australia. I think the unsafe feeling come from I knowing nothing from this country. I seen beggars anyway in this country. They sit randomly on the street and play lovely music with their old and lousy instrument, and people don't call them beggars but street performers.

Sorry for my English. I don't write good grammar as it wasn't my mother tongue. There is a funny conversation between an Australian and me, she said she feels proud as an Australian because their government provide unemployment allowance for resident whom refuse to get a job. I don't find any good reason of the benefit, as It's making their resident become lazy and depended to their government. In my home country, our government never provides unemployment benefit, but they did offer us cheap petrol that making our life easier.

Are you sure that our country doesn't provide any unemployment allowance? No, we did provide it, but not much.

I am worry

You will not understand how serious of these Singaporean and Malaysian will treat people like me who is going to their country from Australia. They assume Australia government do not wok hard for the virus, as Kelvin Rudd (the current Australia's prime minister) claimed "it was rather mass media influenza instead of virus influenza". I really don't want to be isolate in Singapore, Malaysia and Thailand. Neither one. I want to eat sushi with momo, Jingjing and LightTZM.

Access request and ALL NEW SERIES

I realize i have to protect myself and take responsibility of what i have written at the previous. It involved too many dirty little secret, and so it has to be as much confidential as possible and only open to my favorite friends and family members.

A Pure chocolate and new entertainment series will be transfer to this website. No more insult or criticize. More and more free gift will be giving away. Feliacia and Jingjing(temporary) fans club will be coming up soon. I want to start to make some movie. If you found any grammar mistake, please let me know, i will pay you if i want to.

All the previous posts have been transferred to lestergdx.blogspot. com and is currently close reserve only to my special guests. For people who never receive my invitation email and still wish to access my dirty little secret website, please leave me your email address and brief introduce yourself in the comment box, i will take into the consideration and reply as soon as possible.